This entry is merely a
documentation of some of my more recent musings regarding missions in the
Independent Baptist world. This is not directed at any particular pastor or missionary.
I have tried to be
transparent in this entry. But I want to assure you that by God’s grace, I am
still as sure of my call as I was nine years ago.
Some Thoughts on Fruitlessness on the Mission Field
So what is a young, struggling Independent Baptist
missionary supposed to do? He has been conditioned to think that a lack of
progress on the mission field is most likely evidence that he isn’t really cut
out for missions work. This weighs heavily on him from week to week. He has
given his life to learning another language and culture. He has spent himself
physically, emotionally, and spiritually in getting the Gospel to his city.
Dozens of churches have entrusted monthly financial support to him. And three
years into his mission he finds that the task to which he has committed his
life is far more formidable than he could have ever imagined. He knew that the
soil was hard. He had heard others’ testimonies about the hardness of the soil;
but he had never worked the soil with his own hands. Now the blisters are
starting to show, and the pain is palpable.
So the missionary is faced with quite a conundrum. In his
own mind it is obvious that he has proven to be less than qualified for the
task he has undertaken. He has failed to produce results. It could be argued
that churches’ missions dollars would be put to better use elsewhere. The missionary
strives to be an upright man, and the thought of continuing to receive support
for being a failure is utterly unbearable for him. His integrity prompts him to
graciously resign his post so that those funds can be freed up for a better man.
But the missionary knows that in doing so he will be labeled a quitter by the
same people who branded him unequal to the task. He also knows that he will
become a nameless- and in some cases named- statistic in the conversations and
sermons of some successful, influential preachers. He further knows that he
will be vilified by some for having, in their words, wasted five years’ worth
(including deputation) of people’s hard-earned, selflessly sacrificed money. He
knows that he shouldn’t be concerned with such trivialities, but the concerns
are very real just the same.
These are the real concerns of a struggling missionary. But
there is one important element missing in everything I have written thus far:
God. The truth is that God has indeed called the missionary. The truth is that
it is God, not missionaries, Who gives the increase (that’s Bible for
“producing results”). The truth is that God doesn’t always work on our
timetable. The truth is that God often takes men through a period of unseen
fruitfulness, because the fruit that God is producing is inside the heart of
the man, and it is this very fruit that the man needs in order to carry out his
mission. (Think endurance, patience, increased faith, humility, etc.) The truth
is that if the missionary quits during such times of discouragement and intense
soul searching, the world will never know what would have been had he chosen to
embrace the grace of God and stay at his God-given task.
Pastor, I would like to encourage you to consider your own
thoughts and practices in this matter. Be careful not to place unrealistic time
stipulations on a missionary. I’m glad nobody placed such a stipulation on
Adoniram Judson- and if such a stipulation was given, I’m glad he didn’t quit
in discouragement after seven years without a convert. Thank God that the world
does know his story! If a missionary decides to resign his post for reasons
addressed in this article, don’t disparage him, especially if you put in place
a time stipulation that he failed to meet. Remember, it is his integrity that
is prompting him to resign his post. A better- and I would argue correct- response
would be to encourage the missionary with the stories of other men whom God
used who encountered their own times of seeming fruitlessness, but who went on
to be used of God in miraculous ways. The Bible is full of such stories, and
they should serve as a reminder to pastors and missionaries alike that God does
some of His most important fruit-producing work in the heart of a man or woman
during these times of perceived fruitlessness.
I would also like to address one other issue raised in this
entry. I have seen the reports of some well-meaning men who have visited
Southeast Asia and have given testimonies of thousands of conversions in just a
few days time. Their methods typically involve gathering large crowds of
people, giving a short Gospel presentation that does not deal with the
underlying difficulties of the Buddhist worldview that so often prevent people
from accepting Christ, and asking people to join in a prayer. Then a request
for a show of hands from all those who prayed the prayer is made, and a count
is taken that typically shows a higher number of “conversions” than some
missionaries see in an entire term on the mission field. Perhaps one day I will
write a more extensive explanation about the dangers of such practices, but
that topic alone could fill the pages of an entire book. I would like to
plainly tell you that if my main concern were impressing people in the States
with reports of thousands receiving Christ as Savior, I could probably do it by
using the previously described method. But impressing pastors is not my main
concern. My main concern is bringing glory to God through my life and ministry;
and God is not glorified when people are led- and in some cases coerced- into
praying a prayer without a true understanding of biblical repentance. God is
not glorified when those people leave with a false assurance of their
salvation. God is not glorified when those people, still in their unregenerate
state, yet now bearing the name “Christian”, return to their community without
the indwelling of the Holy Spirit, and as a result return to their former sins,
including idolatry, causing a tragic misunderstanding of Christianity for
everyone.
Being a church planter in Southeast Asia involves spending
hours with individuals who must first count the cost of becoming a Christian.
When a Cambodian person truly understands the message of the Gospel, his
decision is rarely hasty. He understands that he cannot simply add Jesus to his
godshelf. He understands that persecution for his faith is inevitable. Until a
person is confronted with and has an understanding of these issues, he is not
ready to pray “the sinners prayer.”
Much has been addressed in this entry. I pray that what has
been written is edifying to the reader.
Hey, I understand where you are coming from. Keep your eyes on Him. Love ya! Praying for you, Linda, and the kids!
ReplyDeleteYou and Linda are in our prayers every day. We know the ground you are working is hard and that hard ground can be a discouragement at best! Keep on keeping on for Christ. Love you all! Pastor Frank and Loretta Donnelly
ReplyDeleteVery well said!
ReplyDeleteRegarding the first part, I would venture to guess that it is a rare missionary who has not had some of those same feelings. I know I have.
Regarding the second part (about the reports of mass numbers of conversions), brother...you hit the nail on the head!
There are a millions things I'd like to say regarding, and in agreement with, your post, but instead I'll boil my thoughts down to this one simple sentence: I hope a lot of people read this!
Thanks for being a good friend. Let's press on together!
Chad, this is from your Aunt Sharon who is praying for you. I cannot perceive of all you are going through, but know this...God is faithful! I cannot begin to understand the day-to-day struggles you encounter just from the cultural and physical aspect of the ministry there, but know this....God is faithful! Do not let Satan discourage and deceive you....he is the prince of liars! God is faithful....God is faithful....God is faithful!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteI was getting a little worried there at the beginning ;) Even Christians back here in the States are just fallible people who know nothing of the first-hand experiences that you endure every day. I'm sure God doesn't think any of HIS money is wasted (and it is, after all, His money). God is the only Record-keeper that matters, and His numbers are figured very differently from ours.
ReplyDeleteTrue on so many different levels.
ReplyDeleteExcellent. Thank you for expressing these realities for others to profit from.
ReplyDeleteTrue on so many different levels.
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing your thoughts, Chad. God truly is faithful and will not lay aside your labor of love. Thanks for the reminder that those of us on this side of the world should not put limits on God and His work. We are praying for you!
ReplyDeleteThanks so much for addressing that subject - which is more important than we realize. It is probably the reason that only 1 percent of the world's foreign missionary giving goes toward unreached people groups, according to the Joshua Project. People have passionately told me that they only want to send missions money to the place where they will see the most souls saved per dollar!!! I believe that everyone who has told me that had their eye on supporting missionaries to one certain country. (the same one) What would happen if everyone thought that way?
ReplyDeleteI also wonder if we have a misled idea that Jesus will reward us only based on numbers - rather than on faithfulness to do what He told us to do. ("Well done, thou good and FAITHFUL servant!" Not "Well done, thou good and PROFITABLE servant!")
Please, fellow missionaries. Base your success on faithfulness! And if you are "numbers oriented", count how many tracts you distribute, prayers you pray, doors you knock (depending on the country), Gospel presentations you give, times you obey God when it was hard, times you sacrificed in order to shine Jesus' Light, humbled yourself when it made you look bad, were honest and transparent, days you were faithful to pray and read your Bible, days you fasted for your people, how many days, weeks, years you stayed in exactly the location where God told you to be. This is faithfulness. This, I believe, is God's definition of a successful missionary.
Great thoughts Chad! May we get back to doing the work of Christ in the Spirit of Christ for the glory of Christ. Keep pressing towards the prize -PHIL 3:10-12
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